Two weeks out from mine ending and I feel mentally and physically shattered. Emotionally fragile too. A little bit 'out of it' too. Still my mood is stable thankfully. I am yet to see how long it will take to recover. What I went through still haunts me and frightens me. I doubt I will ever be the same. In some ways I feel I have learnt from the experience and will be a better person for it. In other ways I feel broken and am not sure if the pieces will ever go back together. My biggest fear is another episode. So far so good but it is early days.