1catalina1, I'm sorry you feel this sort of thing, too. You ever need to talk, I'm here.

Mickey, thank you for your kind words. You're really encouraging and a good friend.

Hoping, you've been through a lot and I'm happy your recovery is going well. I know it wasn't easy for you. My only question is, why does my case have to be so complicated? I know there's trauma, but why do I have to be so different?

Sunlaien, I'm sorry your new partner isn't more supportive in regards to your MH. Outside of my mom and little brother, my family doesn't believe in MI, so I know how that feels to a degree.

When it comes right down to it, that's the problem. My fiance chose me, hell all of them are choosing to be in my life, and in spite of that I still want to die. How is this right? How is this okay?