Hi guys,
I'm having such rough time right now. I think it's starting to sink in that my husband left me last week. Also my grandfather who helped raise me found out he has cancer and very little time left on Monday and today was the worst day of my 8 yr job I've ever had. I'm falling apart.

Since my therapist told me on Saturday that she thinks I have some bipolar issues and that I need an evaluation I've called over 30 psychiatrists and no one can see me for over a month. I'm scared and really want to get some medication to see if it will begin to help me. Any support right now is welcome. Thanks.