I had a big gap where I just concentrated on getting better. 3 months hospital, 3 months temp accommodation, then about 8 months in permanent place away out in a little country town away from my original town potential city. I needed to be alone away from everything. Then I moved home for three months then was in hospital for about seven months on a compulsory treatment order. Was a helluva ride. Then at least another six months at my parents house. All together was close to three years that I bummed about for. All because I never had a real chance to recover from my first breakdown at ripe old age of 18. So ten years later here I am firmly in recovery....
Let time pass and focus on your health. Get a creative outlet, don't rush. It can be done