My fiance and I just had an argument ten hours ago about how I "hide away" all of the time. The only time I'm okay with interaction is with a very select few people (I can count them on one hand) and it has to be in an environment I have some control over when it comes to a couple of those. If people knew what went through in my head any other time, they wouldn't torment me like that, unless they're just sick. With my select few, I feel like I worry and need to protect them, way too much. I hate it. It's like I want no relationship or I get too attached to people, most often the former. I just wish I wasn't like this.