My mom passed away a few hours ago.... it was so awful watching her struggle today, she struggled for the past few months.. but I felt so helpless watdhing her trying to breathe. I'm feeling horrible to think of how she may have been feeling, I so wish she could have died peacefully and easily. I don't think I will sleep for days, I feel almost traumatized watching what she went through. Makes you realiz4 that all the arguments, blaming, I wish I could take that all back. How everything that we think is so important is insignificant in the end, how we just want the ones we love to know how much they are loved.