Grrrrrrr I'm not supposed to be the bear that I am... I've been abandoned by a doctor I somewhat trusted (they moved away) .. trust is far from easy for me. Trying not to slip further into depression with no support from professionals irl
Sure I could "reach out" ... but to the "crisis services" N.****.S - no thanks, I haven't even searched it, I already knew it was full of horror stories
I'm screwed it seems, unless I somehow cure myself or find a private pdoc who can work with me and all my allergies.