Thanks for replying to my post. I actually realized that I've had a constant pattern of forming close friendships with people and having them taken away. For example, in fifth grade, I told this girl she was my best friend, and she moved away the following summer. The exact same situation happened the following year. Also, in seventh grade, I had joined a new group of girls, and one of them suddenly started hating me and went behind my back and told the other girls to kick me out. This is probably why I don't trust peers my age, but I'm fine with family and very close friends who have proved their loyalty to me.