Im still with my partner. I was supposed to be saving every little bit of money I could in order to leave with my children.. but as time goes on, I gradually forget what type of person he is and the things he has done to me.
He works away and came to visit this weekend for 2 days. Although the visit was terrible in general. We did have some nice moments together where I found myself wishing it was like that all the time.
I seem to block out the horrible things he does and remember all the good. Until something bad he does brings it all back and something inside me screams to leave.

Any advice on how to stay on track with leaving? When I think about everything realistically, i dont see a future for us anymore.. but i also feel so hurt and scared of the change