its just typical anxiety. i know all about it and yes, it sucks. i have been with my wife for four and a half years and weve been married for 2 years and i still have anxiety about her loving me although i know she does. i have trust issues, im scared of being left alone. i get horrible seperation anxiety when we arent together. if she doesnt text me back right away i worry and freak out. ive learned its just having an anxiety disorder and i have to live with it. like i said it sucks but just do the best you can.