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Originally Posted by I.Am.The.End.
I keep wanting to make a thread but I can't organize all my thoughts well enough to do so...I feel very depressed and have dangerously low self esteem/confidence due to dealing with being bullied, pushed around, and used and realizing that I'm such a loser with talents and skills that are rendered useless because I'm shy and have no social skills/emotional intelligence. This means I'm destined to fail no matter what. And I can never develop friendships...I just don't know what to talk about with most people. I'm too ashamed of my interests and core identity. I'm struggling to come up with a new identity I can pretend to be in public. I can't lie, so I can only hide.
But I'm so lonely and have no future at this point.
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You sound just like me. I personally feel the very same way. You're not a loser. You have so much going for you. That's what people say about me (about how I have so much going for me), but I don't feel that way. I read in a book somewhere that there are certain personalities that have so much going for them; but yet they can't see how good they really are.
You sound like a nice person to me. It seems like nice people get the shaft so many times; and that's unfortunate.