I don't quite know what you mean by "others", but I seriously doubt anyone or anything is out to get you. My main concern is that you're going to crash or worse. Try to remember what it was like the last time you took Adderall a few days in a row. You talked about the same lack of sleep and racing thoughts. I don't know how that episode ended, but it was enough for you and your doc to decide you shouldn't be on the Adderall at this point.