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Originally Posted by BleakPeak
I also had a pelvic ultrasound and "probe" recently, it was my first with the probe and it really triggered off my ptsd . I think the worse part was I was not aware it was going to be taking place on that day as I was just rushed into the appointment so I had no time to mentally prepare myself for the invasive procedure. I had to take myself somewhere else mentally while it was happening and felt drained, gross and just miserable for a few days later. It really hit me that I am not as far along in my recovery as I thought I was
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I know exactly what you mean. I spent the past year struggling and fighting to make a little progress and suddenly I feel like it's worse then when I started. I know (logically) this is a temporary set back and things will get better... but right now I don't feel capable of being logical... All I feel is empty... I just keep reminding myself that I have a great T and he'll help me through this... Hang in there, it will get better.
