Just wrote a whole message and got kicked off so its gone. Ah well.

To summarize- fffuuucckk everything.

I Couldn't find a single ****ing place with privacy in this whole damn building to speak with my gp. I Finally do get in touch and he says I can't take the Ritalin bc of another med I have to take.. I email my pdoc and get auto reply saying he is out of office thru3/31, and that he can see me on 4/6. Wtf I jus feel done.
Psychiatry is all bullshat. Meds barely work. Im tired of all of this already.
Ready to implode. Almost burst into tears earlier. I want to go home and smash all my dishes (bonus- then I won't have to wash them.
The universe can go **** itself while I sit here and scream in my car.