Self harm is a physical demonstration of internal suffering. To be honest, it's really just a coping mechanism. My T also believes this which is very reassuring to me.

When it comes to the psychosis. Only insight I can manage is a "Hey, me too." With a couple things you said. Last night was a bad one for me and I don't remember it well. 'Davey' was coming for me and who the **** is Davey? That's my summary for last night.

Venting, questions or messages, it's good to see you around, qwerty68.