I am so very lonely I feel isolated and I will go mad without anyone to talk to.I am thinking of joining the Quaker church,but not sure?It feels right to me the way they conduct their services in silence to connect with spirit of God.
Maybe I can go twice a month,weekly isn't possible cos I need to pay a mini cab to get there and back so I might look into it,you have to donate monthly too.

I am fearing for my mental health it will deteriorate if I am isolated and cut off from people.Any suggestions how I can reach out and connect given that I have social phobia?I am trying not to let my feelings dictate,I am trying not to be controlled by my fears,I am scared cos of my illness,I have in the past had to let people down due to the physical limitations of my illness.I am scared.

Being alone and stuck indoors all the time I am lost and it feels like I don't exist ,I have no contact or human warmth,it is scary to be isolated,I want connection,but I am scared of it too.I have been hurt so much in the past.