Have you talked to your doctor about the paranoid thoughts? A med adjustment may be in order; there are chemical ways to deal with those thoughts.
It's highly unlikely anyone is out to kill you, so you can probably quell that by practicing some CBT techniques.
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin
Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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