Miss you T. Want to talk to you but don't want to say anything. Maybe we could just sit together again on Tuesday. Thing is, I know that it would disappoint me if I didn't talk so I will try. I will try to stop worrying about it all. I did something today which has left me feeling unsettled. I don't think it should have, but it has. I rather think it 'should' have left me feeling OK, if not good, but it didn't. I don't know if I will tell you, because I feel stupid for it and I have no idea why. It doesn't make any sense to me. I thought it would be a nice thing to do, and I think it was, so why did I feel shaky afterwards. I think it was worry? Not sure though. Probably would be good to discuss with you, along with my incident from the other day.