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Originally Posted by BudFox
For me, to put it bluntly and simply, it was a fake relationship that sometimes felt real. It would never meet any of my real needs, but at times it felt close. Thus, pain.
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Thanks, and I understand what you're saying, and I thought about it the same way at some point. But I don't expect anything more real than it is. It is real for me when I'm there but I know it can't give me everything I need. In some way it sometimes gives me more than I thought it would when I started. So in a way it's meaningful and the pain is a part of it. I'm jus trying to accept it