I just got out of rehab-inpatient today.
It was a journey, a strange experience to process.
I believe I have Borderline Personality Disorder as I read a book on it while inpatient; And it really describes parts of me.
But I feel so spaced out, in such a fog that i can't see ahead of me...
Can anyone understand or relate to this Experience?
Who or What am I?
Is this just another dream?
What is this strange feeling about myself?
A strange confusion about my Identity...
A strange experience with people, Master of disguises;
Faces without names, I am.
I am Very Happy to be back!
I think, therefore I Am...
Looking forward to see my Therapist and discuss these things.
Hopefully I am capable now, after the strange stressful crazy experience that has Scared me straight so to speak, Not in a sober way, but a Mental way.
I want not to be sick, but to own my problems so that I may face them.
The big question is if I am multiple, or if I am not.
Are these people I am just me? or is it parts of me doing their thing.
How are you all?
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