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Originally Posted by elevatedsoul
I just got out of rehab-inpatient today.
It was a journey, a strange experience to process.
I believe I have Borderline Personality Disorder as I read a book on it while inpatient; And it really describes parts of me.
But I feel so spaced out, in such a fog that i can't see ahead of me...
Can anyone understand or relate to this Experience?
Who or What am I?
Is this just another dream?
What is this strange feeling about myself?
A strange confusion about my Identity...
A strange experience with people, Master of disguises;
Faces without names, I am.
I am Very Happy to be back!
I think, therefore I Am...
Looking forward to see my Therapist and discuss these things.
Hopefully I am capable now, after the strange stressful crazy experience that has Scared me straight so to speak, Not in a sober way, but a Mental way.
I want not to be sick, but to own my problems so that I may face them.
The big question is if I am multiple, or if I am not.
Are these people I am just me? or is it parts of me doing their thing.
How are you all?
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about your questions my suggestion is not to focus on whether or not you are multiple or not and all that. just keep up the good work they had you doing inpatient and go according to what ever they have you diagnosed as and on what ever treatment plans they now have you on.
in the long run it's better to focus on what your inpatent treatments and all that, that got you stabilized and to continue that.
whether you have Borderline Personality Disorder or something else you are welcome here. dissociation is a problem that happens in normal life and with in just about every mental and physical health problem so regardless of what your inpatient testing and treatments found out for you, what matters is that you are now sober and on the right track, now its a matter of you keeping yourself on track by following and continuing all that hard work you just completed.
welcome back.