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Originally Posted by whisperingskye
Honestly I'm not sure I have an answer. When I am at an 8 or above I either act on the thoughts or end up in hospital. I know hospital isn't an option for you though. Would sharing more here help at all?
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I have never attempted but I have come
very close twice. Once I was at the point where I had the "device" (trying to be as generic as possible) in my hand. I was almost certain it would work but because I wasn't 100% certain I wouldn't try. I put it away and went to bed. One of my worst fears is surviving an atempt.
Thank you for not suggesting I go to a hospital.
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