I hadn't noticed or thought that. I don't think I saw your postings from when you first joined and in some of the forums (such as depression); you can't look back that far. What I have gathered is that have depression, anxiety and work in a stressful job that doesn't value it's employees properly. You have one sister? Though you mentioned your mom, not sure if your mom and dad are still alive. You have a good relationship with your H and since your son recently graduated high school, like me, you want him to be happy and worry about him getting a good start. You seem oh so naturally good and kind because you worry about other's feelings so much. Your H is lucky to have a wife who is so loving and loyal. I bet my H would love it if I could be more like that. I only recently started following you--did I miss anything?