I'm so tired of holding on.
I'm so tired of fighting.
I'm so tired of being depressed for no reason.
I'm so tired of being suicidal because I'm depressed.
Is today the day? Maybe, but probably not because I'm too much of a coward.
I have been awake for maybe 15 minutes at this point I and I feel everything getting worse.
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