I had a one night stand with a girl last weekend. I had been speaking to her on a dating site and we met uptown. I never realised I had actually been speaking to her friend too on same site. But I just feel used and was quite torn up for days. Now I know that I cannot do one night stands, I'm too emotional. Now she is moving abroad in a month and I wish I had had a chance with her friend, as I keep seeing her profile on the dating site and think we may have had a chance but I chose the one who half way through stripping naked told me she was moving away and she still wasn't over her wife leaving her. I doubt her friend will ever consider me an option now, and I feel as lonely as ever.
As if she would ever go out with me anyway as now college has ended I have no job. I have applied for a factory job and kitchen porter jobs. Plus my past is as murky as tar