Thanks. I try to be a good father to them. I just want to be able to love my spouse, I want to be happy to see her. I want someone who I can tell stories and be proud of. I want a companion, someone I can hold close. Someone who I appreciate and motivates me. I am tired living with a spouse who I just see as a roommate and my kid's mom. I don't have a wife, I treat my wife like she's a close friend than a wife. I can't seem to be able to do that ever since we got married.

I will see how the therapy goes, and also see a marriage counselor as well. It will be individual counseling though.