Your okay, just fine. Coming and going is normal....so happy to hear that you have a desire to grab the reins again so to speak.

Coming and going is acceptable because that's what life is...here, there, no where, everywhere....

I would like to add that this post has grit to it....so maybe the meds are working? A new resolve....oh yeah when it comes to disability....they want you crawling in with a few limbs missing...mental or physical.

If you are male...especially....they think even though you are "mental" you can still operate a shovel somewhere....so denied.

No apologies...I've done worst... (kinda alienated here but whateva)...

Really like your new attitude.....sounds responsible.....driven...mature...I hope it's your new rocket fuel.