So I just tried posting this long post but it wouldnt do it cause it said I needed to log in but I already was but I logged in again and tried posting it again but it wouldnt do it for some reason. I cant remember exactly what the problem was but I ended up backing out of it and losing it. Its frustrating cause it takes me a while to type things and it was really important to me and now its gone. I have a hard time trying to put my thoughts into words and after I wrote down everything exactly the way I wanted to say it I ended up losing it. Im just really frustrated right now. Haven't been having a good day.