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Originally Posted by Werewoman
So I start CBT with my T next Thursday. We'll see if it helps.
Today is one of those days when I think this isn't going to work. That MI and marriage don't mix. I feel like people are always mad at me because I'm sick. That doesn't make any sense to me. I didn't ask for any of this, but somehow I feel it's all my fault even when it isn't AND even when other people aren't blaming me. How messed up is that?  |
I am so sorry for all you are going through. My heart breaks for you. My story is very similar but also different. I relate oh so much to feeling everyone blames you for being sick...knowing it's illogical but blaming yourself for it too. It's so hard and I'm so sorry. When my husband raises his voice my body goes wacky and in so much pain he might as well have hit me like my ex did, do I relate to that also. I cannot stand yelling so I'm overly passive which doesn't work out either. Uggg. (((Hugs)))