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Originally Posted by Rohag
Based on your experience, would more time away from home (?) and/or more time in the countryside be helpful?
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Honestly I don't know. It's not really an option right now anyway. It is nice to get away from home, or I normally appreciate it more than I did this time anyway. I'm struggling with this wherever I am, just can't seem to shut it off.
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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
I remember what you said in the beginning of May about getting through some events in May and then hit the delete button. I had really hoped you'd reconsidered. Life is worth it. You are worth it. Are you open to help of any kind? It can turn around. I hope you will change your mind.
I'm here if you want to talk. Thinking of you. Hugs coming your way.
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Not reconsidered as yet, I have extended the time scale slightly.. the thing is with getting help is that it never seems to last. I can't ever seem to get away from this need to die. Not for long anyway. I am tired of going through this over and over again, I just can't keep doing this. I tried to be honest about how stuff was heading when I saw my pdoc back in april but I guess my mask is too polished and she believed me to be doing ok.
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