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Originally Posted by Demunie
Sorry you're experiencing that too. I'm glad you didn't do it last night and I hope you won't in the future. Did someone actually tell you to kill yourself? Every life holds value. Also yours. You're not dead, I couldn't write with you otherwise, could I? Are there skills you could use? Totally understand the urge though... crying can be relieving sometimes *hands over tissues*  |
Idk at the moment all my skills have been over looked an put down....I have no idea where to start my body has been trashed ..thanks SH and self medication...[emoji19] that I dont have the greatest self confidence that I once had 6 1.2 yes ago or 3 yes even....I have my heart handed to and my head messed with everyday.I told her I'm doing fine....but I was crying while typing it...she gets attitude won't answer the phone my Lil girl does....but noone would talk...and I feel so alone an all I wanted was for her to not tell me to die just for one day....I can't live the nightmare of causing her so much animosity towards me I hate myself and Idk why its like this.... I know I ****ed up so maybe I deserve it.....but I'm losing it I've been this low....I'm sorry just really hits me hard