we need to talk more about what is going on in our brains...I need to...I don't want to shut up...I am very disturbed about what psychiatry is doing to us...I think they are hurting more than helping....some are helping...but most are hurting us...that is what is going on in my brain...I don't like thinking that some of what I did hurt people...it was what I was told was right...it was wrong...it was WRONG...

I did what the standard of practice called for...but it damaged some people....I will never be able to forget some of the persons I treated wrongly...with drugs...I did wrong...I didn't know any better..

I am no longer going to be talking about the psych drugs being good...they are good and bad....I think they are MOSTLY BAD for most people...we need something better...like nurturing people in a safe place and talking about what is bothering them...and keep the drug reps out of the clinics...