Hi everyone. Not sure why I'm here. Maybe because the loneliness has gone on long enough. I've been depressed off and on for years. I'm noticing now that my depression hurts more than it used to. I feel like I don't matter to anyone at all. I'm on meds, but they don't always work. I get severely depressed about twice a month and it lasts several days each time. I have nobody I can talk to about it. Nobody in my family gets it. I don't have any close friends I can talk to. I don't know what to do. I really don't.