Ok... you want out of how things are right now, how you are feeling right now! You NEED things to change!!!!

(((hunter))) You need to change something in your life for change to occur. WHY NOT tell your folks? It seems it can't become any worse... it might be just as bad in a different way, but it will be a change that maybe you can live with? I think it will begin changes that will be good for you, though.

((((hunter)))) Be strong. Tell a parent. Put it in writing, through a poem or call one on the phone! Or call a counselor from school, ask them to tell a parent.. .or a friend... do it. Just do it. NOW tell someone.