I've had SI for several years with little to no improvement. I have a longstanding belief I'm meant to do it, and that it is ultimately how I will go. No amount of meds or therapy has willed that wish away. During mixed episodes I have experienced variations of it, such as believing I am meant to try but I am invincible to death.
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Bipolar 1
Latuda 120 mg
Adderall 40 mg
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