Ok short version- 3 weeks ago I had an episode and blew up and ran my mouth. This was 4 days before I was dx as being bipolar. Anyways I said some very mean thi n he to my fiance and then when his sister and sister in law chimed in I cussed them out. Now no one want to have anything to do with me. His family reunion is in 2 weeks and I'm scared to go because I don't think anyo me will have anything to do with me. I want to make amends so bad but I'm scared to. What do I do?