An adequate support system is essential for survival.

support system

• n.
  A network of personal or professional contacts available to a person or organization for practical or moral support when needed.

The problem is that my current support system and I are failing.
There is nobody to blame.

Fortunately I have some strength, wits and resources left to possibly build a better support system. My faith in people is at the lowest it has ever been. My lack of trust because of real life experience is exacerbated by the paranoia, fear, delusions and lack of sleep caused by my BP.


I have had low periods in my life and I have risen like the Phoenix.
Let's see how this one plays out.

Stay tuned, and thanks for watching.

Now a message from our sponsor...

(I still have a sense of humor. Perhaps that is a good sign)