Thanks to everyone for so much support. This is happening at a bad time; my therapist is on vacation and this snuck up on me. I knew it was coming but didn't realize it was this week.I have things I am worrying about with my therapist and I think those things took over and I forgot to be sad. Now I'm sad. But I've had years to prepare for this so I'll be ok. I just really wish my therapist were around or that I could get some extra time next week so I can get through this and the other thing. But I'll just have to deal.

I appreciate you all so much.