I'm sorry for all of those who can relate. It's a terrible feeling and place to be in.

I've considered volunteering and have tried, I don't know why but whenever I'm around too many people, I can't quit having panic attacks, some flashbacks and hallucinations get worse. When it all gets too overwhelming, I dissociate and can't recall certain chunks of time. I just don't know if I'm willing to put myself or anyone else through my episodes.

Thanks for being here, all of you.

Thanks Jennifer