You want to know what is wrong with you but you refuse to go to pdoc or T to get a REAL diagnosis of your problem. Instead you keep asking everyone here.

Honestly I believe your issues that keep you from having close relationships with other people can ONLY BE DIAGNOSED by a professional.

YOU SAY you are not depressed.
YOU SAY you are not on the Autistic spectrum (Aspie)
YOU SAY not CEN

What do the PROFESSIONALS HAVE TO SAY taking everything into perspective? You want answers????........then go to the professionals who can give you what you want & they have the TRAINED SKILLS to work with your issues or learn how to deal with them.

PC has never claimed to be able to tell people what is wrong with them.....you need to take ALL your issues to a professional & let them diagnose your problem & help you deal with it.

You are NOT going to get the answers you seek here because they can be nothing but guesses that will never be accurate.

Go seek your answers from a PROFESSIONAL who is really capable of knowing. There are many community psych facilities that are on sliding scale..... That are affordable.

You are living in a home with other people so you are paying rent so YOU HAVE MONEY. Use some of it for your own personal benefit with a professional who can REALLY HELP YOU get the answers you are seeking.