MC today. Basically just talked about GREs that I take Thursday (he wished me good luck) and dogs, because H and I are talking about getting one. Like, literally, that was pretty much all we talked about. MC did start by saying he saw he had an e-mail from me this morning, but hadn't read it yet, and should he read it before session, and I was like NOOOO! I mean, no, it's not necessary for you to read that right now, it's OK. (Like, could you maybe have considered that it partly related to the other e-mails???)

Also found out that the dog MC has is a lab, since he asked why we didn't consider those (high shedding level). Didn't ask if black or yellow.

And he said he'd be away the last Monday in August, but that works out, because so will we. So we see him next Wed. (wanted to see him as close as possible to our vacation), then the Wed. after Labor Day.

Left session, H was like, "Well, that was...a session." As in, not much substance. But he said we need those now and then. I got in car, pulled out of parking spot and started sobbing. Because there was so much I wanted to talk about with MC but didn't feel comfortable doing in session. Of course I sent him a text (probably briefly interrupting his next session, so sorry, MC's next client).

And MC was acting totally normally to me and joking around as usual, so that's not what's bothering me. It's more that I wished I could talk about stuff but didn't feel comfortable doing it. And now we don't see him for 9 days, then it's another 2 weeks.