In May, I had been in the ER for overdosing on concerta due to some psychosis and a manic episode. I could not move or talk. It was like paralysis. But I could hear and understand everything going on around me. The ER doctor came in and picked me up and dropped me on the ground and made the nurses put me back on the bed. He was making jokes about me, saying I looked like a fag. I am gay. He was also making jokes about other people in the ER. After this incident, I didn't want to talk about it. But I was contacted by the director of the hospital and medical group for the whole hospital system. There had been other complaints from patients, nurses, other doctors. I told him what happened. I never mentioned an attorney, but he said he could do a settlement with my attorney. I never planned on suing them, but I guess I could talk to an attorney now. He is also asking me to tell my story to him (the medical director) and the nurse manager in front of this ER doctor. That ER doctor was a narcissist, and from what I've heard possibly a sociopath. I just don't feel like I'm in the right emotional state to talk about it in front of that doctor, but other patients are doing the same thing with the director and nurse manager. Maybe I should bring a family member with me.