My support group decided to have the first annual end of summer picnic today. I didn't want to go at first mainly because of distance and gas money. But another member talked me into it. So I went and had a good time. But as soon as I left, my mood dropped again. I was supposed to call my mom back and I just went into a "I don't want to be bothered" mode. Up down up down up down.... But mostly down these days. I can't take it!