Hoping-- "But I am sure I would be completely bored without him. No decision is perfect. "

Boredom is what you fear? Believe me, you won't ever be bored.

I'm afraid of breaking down and panicking because I feel helpless. I'm terrified of living alone. I have never been alone and independent.

Why have we both been so cruel to ourselves as to hurt ourselves to try to get love from others?