Took forever to fall asleep, and then I woke up 5 hours later. Plenty of energy though, perhaps a little too much. I hate waking up so early because there's nothing to do and the more hours i spend awake is the more hours i pace around thinking about where my life went wrong. I'm also worried this means I'm hypomanic and being hypomanic can lead to being manic and the hospital and then losing my job and my mom making me apply to disability. It's too early to go to the liquor store now but I don't have anything to do. I went for a walk and felt the devil in my blood.
**** this is a sleep thread... had a dream a tornado sucked me up and turned me into a projectile.