So I've been gone from this site for a few months and yes things always change. People come. People go. It makes me happy to see that many of the same regulars are still here doing their best to show us support. Sometimes they don't always know what to say so they just say Hugs or I'm sorry. I'm not going to mention them by name. Most of us know who you are. Even though you are struggling with your own crap you still try and help others.