Should I go tonight? I want to do this and finally become Catholic but I'm scared every week and I don't know what I'm scared of. I'm afraid people will make fun of me or something. Everyone is really nice though. Maybe I should give it a chance with the klonopin. The anticipatory anxiety kills me. It's not till 7pm to 9pm so I have all days to stress about it, I would prefer if it was early in the morning and I could just go and get it over with. I mean I want to do this and am excited but I'm still worried...
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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