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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
Should I go tonight? I want to do this and finally become Catholic but I'm scared every week and I don't know what I'm scared of. I'm afraid people will make fun of me or something. Everyone is really nice though. Maybe I should give it a chance with the klonopin. The anticipatory anxiety kills me. It's not till 7pm to 9pm so I have all days to stress about it, I would prefer if it was early in the morning and I could just go and get it over with. I mean I want to do this and am excited but I'm still worried...
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I would keep going, the moment you stop going its even harder to ever go again and may be the last time ever. If its something you want to do keep at it, usually it gets easier over time.