I started feeling great last night, then i went to bed. I woke up at 11pm and went out in the garden and started picking up rotten pears with a flashlight. I woke up again at 2 and its like my benzo withdrawal problems have gone away! I took some noopept yesterday, which is considered a nootropic, which are supposed to help brain function, motivation, memory. I took it to help with nenzo withdrawal memory loss. It only has a half life of 30 min-1 hour. But i feel terrific, no anxiety. Theres 2 foster kids here right now, just for the weekend and its like i started getting hyper last night trying to make them laugh and have a good time, they are 2 and 3. We watched Barney and Spongebob and went in the pool. I love these times i get to spend with them. Last night i wanted to adopt them, but i should not be in a hypomania if thats truly my plan. I think that may have been a trigger as well. But ill just enjoy my hypomania and the time i have with the munchkins. Thats all i can do. I was drinking a week ago, for a day and a half. But nobody was home and after my boyfriend got home from a trip to see family, i stopped it dead in my tracks after talking to him. I hope all goes well with me. This is such a special time.