I've wanted to die since 9 years old, and when I heard about this, I thought, oh my god, how good is this. my next attempt won't be an attempt, this will be it- i'll just go to switserland.

I wrote my notes, I got afairs in order, hell, I even plannedm y funeral (or at least the songs I wanted played)

but then, it sort of hit home..

not only can I not go out, but aford money for plain tickets, and drive to an airport?

no way is that happening, even for something I want. my agoraphobia is way too bad for that

why can't they allow assisted suicide in the UK.

I don't get it, I mean a lot of people, I think, would use it if it was allowed.